growing

what a true statement this is. i read this and immediately thought of a very dear friend of mine. i still regard M as one of my best friends of all time, but alas we are on two different tracks in our life.

i think as people we have grown into exactly who we need to be. she has become a great lady in the past few years, she used to be pulled in two different directions of excessive high school drama and materialism and her spiritual calling to the church. for me it has been an internal struggle of self destruction and spiritual callings. although different struggles, we have had the parallel of utter ambivilence.

now M is on her way to thailand & australia for missionary work, she has become more down to earth and caring on her decissions to fallow christs teachings and has achieved spiritual enlightenment from scripture & community of her church, where i am fallowing my passion of art & have found my place as a jew & am absolutely in love with my jewish community!!!

how different our lives seem to be now, we were once inseperatable and now we have had to separate in order to fallow are hopes and dreams. because we have grown into our own selves, we have been forced to grow apart. but that doesnt mean that we have lost the love between eachother. its just different.